MY FiRST DATE WiTH A GUY
Hey guys,i went to the cinema today
With John Kwok, yep and nobody else was going with us
It was the first date between [ME] and [HiM]
Well,and it was quite enjoyable
The movie that we watched was [Alice In Wonderland],and we watched the 3D one =)
John said it was quite nice,yep i agree but actually i don't really like it
The movie that i really want to watch is [The Crazies]
But because of the time wasn't good so we just decided to watch [Alice..]
However i will go to the cinema again with Alex and Emilia for [The Crazies]

Well,this is actually a secret between me and him
Except Alex,nobody else knows that me and John were going for a date
I don't really get why we need to cheat on everyone
I mean why don't we just tell others?
well,however i also don't even want others to misunderstand anything included John as well
Obviously he wants to chase me but..of course the one that i really fancy is GChong
So that i didn't gave him any respond
Just pretend like i don't know anything ,and i told him i am so glad to have him as my good friend

Well,i wish that i can get an answer faster
GChong do you not fancy me ever ?
Or i need to give you some more time?

If there is one day i could totally ,completely gave up him
I would like to have a boy friend
But i canny sure that if John would be
However,i wish you guys just don't think that i am such a bitch [like the stupid asshole]
I am a teen, so i must have some feeling like this
I think i am just same as some of you guys yeah, don't you feel so?

But what i would love to have is..just a very simple relationship
puppy love or anything but just don't be too over
i don't even want to regret that what i did
well,i just want a person who can just always care about me and always put me in his mind
Never forget about me,just that simple
Maybe,he doesn't even need to say 'i love you' to me as well
Because i realize that i don't even know what love is,don't i?

i will add some more things ,keep coming guys =)
have love,goodnight